This morning, I played every song that I can play on my piano. It was sort of farewell to my passion in music, I'm sad that I'm not gonna be able to play again whenever I want there. It's just sad.. I can't believe I'm crying while typing this, I just never thought it would be this hard to separate from what I have and what I can do in Medan, especially music and I got this piano as my music mate. Whenever my friends or family are busy with themselves or whenever I was alone, I always play to cheer myself up and I think that's what making me okay of being so lonely. But starting from tomorrow, I have to leave it here, just thinking about it, makes me burst into tears... I hope I will be able to handle all the obstacles of my social life there so that I won't feel empty and lonely. I know it's awkward to say thanks to an inanimate .. but I still wanted to thank you for having been with me until now and someday I'll tell our story to other people about what you and me had been through...
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