Sunday, October 30, 2011

Reaching for the Posibilities


Recently, Ive been doing some activities which I never thought I would do in my college and I find it hard to believe that now I have more abilities than just draw. I felt learning so much and I realized that there won't be any excuses or limits for inspiration. Everything is a percentage of possibilities, that's why moments of every moment are important. I hope I am going to change my personality to a better one, moreover towards art.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Late Updates

Before showing the photos, I would like to say that I've been EXTREMELY busy these days. Assignments never stop piling up, and I can hardly manage my time to do them.  Well, my blog was not updated for a very long time certainly because of it and now I'm going to post all all the pictures that I haven't posted since the last photo and little stories about the captions. Sorry for posting it late though :|

 


  
It was really tiring when I walk back and forth at my first month entering the college especially when I have to carry those heavy art materials and media to my place which is quite far away. But I guess I'll just have to get used to it. :\






 Recently I felt very new and not familiar to my surroundings and I realized that I still had a very long way to go to achieve the reward of being a responsible young adult, and I'm still raw in living independently recalling that I'm a very clumsy and forgetful person (back when I was in high school). HopefullyI'll change those bad habits here. 






After attending class for almost more than a month now, I began to think that my future is my decision and that's when I decided to plan what I'm gonna do later after the studies are over. There are so many ways and paths that I can choose. I just need time fto igure what's best for me and 9my family later on. It's time to think about it and I think it's no harm to be prepared for what's coming :)






My mind was very concentrated on one thought and that is the unfinished projects. Not because I was lazy to do them, but I was really clueless and afraid of doing something wrong. I was really pressured, It feels like giving up :(






 Don't know suddenly being alone all the time became a slight problem for me. It's kinda sad though I always need to do things all by myself. It's like everything that I want to have depends on my efforts and struggles. I tend to get stressed easily recently. :(


 


That day, I was a little relieved from those assignments which was almost finished. I can finally took a temporary break but it wouldn't be long till other assignments come again. :|






There's been some ideas in my head but somehow I'm just don't know how interpret them well in my works. I guess I still have a lot to learn expressing ideas before I reveal  or kill the interesting part of it.






Felt all drained out of energy for a while due to the continuous assignments. It was very odd actually, I have never been this tired and beat. Having not enough sleep was really not good. I think I need a full-month break. :|






I've been daydreamin' a lot these days, I've got nothing to say about it I don't know what I was thinking of, probably just slight emotion through my mind.





I wish I could just skip my busy days and start a vacation with friends or family soon. I felt like collapsing doing the non stop homework. I miss my family and my friends , I wish I could go back to my hometown for just 1 week. .*sigh*






Still expecting the holiday to come soon and hopefully I could get great grades for my first college studies. I did  the very best out of me and I wish I can get the best grades I could get. :)





Yesterday I went to the art science museum at MBS with my classmates for the CCS class project, I find the museum very interesting and worth a visit. I thank my college for paying me to go there because it seemed rather expensive to have the access to go and observe the exhibition there. Thanks Lasalle! :D