New Beginning

So tomorrow is my first time attending class in college, feel excited and excitable. I'm gonna face numerous of hard competitors and different style-teaching teachers. Knowing that the assignments and homework for my foundation studies will be mountains of burdens from some of my seniors, I feel so uneasy and anxious now. But let's just wait and see whether it's true or not. :|

RELIEF RELEASE

Been in Singapore for almost a week now and feel so relieved after obtaining my student pass and student card. Thank God I've finally settled all the documents problem and college registration and now I feel so free and happy. I can't wait to start my college studies and start to change my old shabby self to a new greater self. :)

Homesicking

It has been 4 days living in Singapore, and I am still worried about my documents which will be used in making the student pass here. Thanks to my agent and his crews for screwing my data and now I'm GD anxious. But despite all that, I miss dad, friends (although some of them can't show up yesterday) and home now .I really miss playing piano too although I can't wait to start my college life here. It's just happy and sad at the same time. I just pray and keep on praying that everything will go well and I hope I'll be home by December or sooner to get this homesick over. Miss y'all so much guys <3

The Remains that I Play

This morning, I played every song that I can play on my piano. It was sort of farewell to my passion in music, I'm sad that I'm not gonna be able to play again whenever I want there. It's just sad.. I can't believe I'm crying while typing this, I just never thought it would be this hard to separate from what I have and what I can do in Medan, especially music and I got this piano as my music mate. Whenever my friends or family are busy with themselves or whenever I was alone, I always play to cheer myself up and I think that's what making me okay of being so lonely. But starting from tomorrow, I have to leave it here, just thinking about it, makes me burst into tears... I hope I will be able to handle all the obstacles of my social life there so that I won't feel empty and lonely. I know it's awkward to say thanks to an inanimate .. but I still wanted to thank you for having been with me until now and someday I'll tell our story to other people about what you and me had been through...

Sincere Thanks for the Alphabet Cookies :D

  

Today I went out with my best friend XinXin ( a.k.a Sally Cintya William) to meet my drawing mentor, Johnson. We talked a lot about silly things at his place for about 2 hours. He also taught us something about motivation and he said that no matter how good we are, we may not feel great about ourselves. We must keep on accepting the greater challenges eventhough we are good enough. It was a nice and thoughtful talk actually. After having some conversations with him, we left and we went to HELIOUS, the cake and bread shop. I had no idea why she wanted to go there, probably she ordered a cake for her family's birthday I thought. But it turned out I was wrong, the real thing is she ordered a box of alphabet cookies for me! It was a  farewell gift from her and I was so happy and thrilled to have the surprise! maybe It's been a while since I don't have any surprises  like this. When I got home I immediately took a picture of it and post it here. If  u read this , I just wanna say lots of thanks and I hope our friendship last foreverandeverandverandever. ME LOVE U MUCH XIN! THANKS A LOT BABE! :D

:'(

It's only one day away due to my permanent departure to Singapore, and I felt so messed up. There has been a lot of problems with my documents that I handed to my agent and I've got to tend to it immediately. Eventhough I'm so ready to face a new life there and I always wondered what would it be like, there's still a little part of me still wants to stay. I'm also sad that I'm going to leave my friends and some of my families here, I'm not that ready and I think I'm gonna cry soon. I kept on cheering and telling myself to take the bulls by the horns. But.. it's just hard when you think about who and what you'll leave. :(

NIMBUS again and again :D

Another discovery from a small glass-layered hole of the iron buzzard :D. The Kingdom of Upper World. Look how peaceful the life up there :) wish had one life like this down here :(

The clouds and the gradient of the sky, together they created a picture that looked like an evening view of the sea. I have no idea how it happened though :/.

BANGKOK STROLL :D

Went to Bangkok for a vacation with my 2 elder sisters, brother, and mom.The first day was not so bad but unfortunately we got a driver who can't either speak english or alphabets. I was like "WTF?? how are we supposed to communicate???". But somehow with gestures and all we were eventually able to tell something to him. The hotel that we lived was BAIYOKE SKY HOTEL.

 

We went to Platinum Shopping Mall and an IT Mall (which has no name) the next day. Some of the things there were ridiculously cheap but some were not even worth to buy, anyway we didn't shop as many things as the first time we went to Bangkok cause the things were not as cheap as before.

Then the day after, we went to Jim Thompson's house museum. It's not really a big museum but after listening to every little thing that the museum guide told, it was quite interesting and it was not that boring :D. But no cameras were allowed inside the museum house :(.

 
The third day we went to a bit faraway mall called "Paradise Park"and it took almost 2 hours to get there -.-". It has got anything in particular, just a regular mall with normal shops with normal prices.On the way home from the park, we were jammed in the toll road for almost 3 hours! Can't you believe that?? What a really waste of time, but I took some good pictures though :P.

 The last day, we have no much time to do anything so we just checked-out the hotel, had lunch and then off to the airport.

By the way, we went to Chinatown 4 days for dinner and I feel like wanna throw up seafood now haha. It was fun though :) . Cya Bangkok! :D

Before the Vacation

 

Hi again! Just came back from a vacation and didn't get a chance to blog since last week . A day before vacation, I went to a golden temple in Brastagi but I forgot the name of the temple. It was hot there outside the temple although it supposed to be cool and chilly in the mountains. Could it be the impact of global warming? Who knows hahaha Anyway the bright but hot sun, really helped me taking some great pics though. :)

Kept on wondering, what will I be when I completed my education period. Of course I wish that I could have a job that I will really enjoy and please. But sometimes not everybody can reach what they were going after, some might succeed, some might be stuck, some might even fail. Obviously nobody wants to either be stuck or fail in pursuing their goals, neither do I. I must be determined and committed to myself that I will be able to have a bright and best future. God bless! Amen :)

LOVE :)

                          
                          

Life Ahead July

 

Finally flew back to Medan and lots of meetings that I have to do afterward. Well not to mention, it's just less than 3 weeks before I go to Singapore. I've never guessed that I need some "mental preparation" for my college life and the brand new living way. I know there won't be any maids to prepare breakfast for me like usual, nobody is going to wash my clothes later, there ain't any drivers to pick me up or fetch me up everyday, there's so many habits that I have to change and correct. The three months before "NEW LIFE", I didn't even had any English or other extra art lessons besides piano. Don't ask why I'm being so GD relaxed and calm before the college BECAUSE NOW honestly I'm freaking in and out! It's not gonna be easy living in a different, TOTALLY different place and country, I know that. Even so, I must believe that I can handle the obstacles and challenges cause I don't want to waste the chance of learning something that is REALLY different from anything I've learned. I just need to be focused and to be attentive on my college studies. By the by, recently, I've been observing that there are people who has been very prior in spoiling themselves with branded things in fashion (especially girls) and some of them have been really crazy in having relationships. For me, both "trends" are not that important right now and I think it's VERY unnecessary to publish their relations and say it out loud in any social media. Well I guess that's all I wanna share, for those who read, please don't be offended because I'm just confessing :)

 

Hello, today I felt slightly sad because of some personal reasons and I also felt a little disappointed and psychologically offended by some people's LOADS OF CRAP. I've been thinking so much these days, perhaps.. too much.. It's all about people and always about  people. Well, I certainly am hoping that I'll forget about those mixed-up thoughts and clear my mind by keep on being productive and active in the next days. I BELIEVE GOOD THINGS COME AFTER BAD THINGS HAPPEN :)