This week has been a very rough week for me. I got sick, stressed, weak and vulnerable both physically and emotionally. It just feels like I need to fight for my sake and do my work alone so I was kind of silent this week. Just two more weeks to go before my first assessment. Wish my hardwork will pay off big time!
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Reaching for the Posibilities
Recently, Ive been doing some activities which I never thought I would do in my college and I find it hard to believe that now I have more abilities than just draw. I felt learning so much and I realized that there won't be any excuses or limits for inspiration. Everything is a percentage of possibilities, that's why moments of every moment are important. I hope I am going to change my personality to a better one, moreover towards art.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Late Updates
Before showing the photos, I would like to say that I've been EXTREMELY busy these days. Assignments never stop piling up, and I can hardly manage my time to do them. Well, my blog was not updated for a very long time certainly because of it and now I'm going to post all all the pictures that I haven't posted since the last photo and little stories about the captions. Sorry for posting it late though :|
It was really tiring when I walk back and forth at my first month entering the college especially when I have to carry those heavy art materials and media to my place which is quite far away. But I guess I'll just have to get used to it. :\
Recently I felt very new and not familiar to my surroundings and I realized that I still had a very long way to go to achieve the reward of being a responsible young adult, and I'm still raw in living independently recalling that I'm a very clumsy and forgetful person (back when I was in high school). HopefullyI'll change those bad habits here.
After attending class for almost more than a month now, I began to think that my future is my decision and that's when I decided to plan what I'm gonna do later after the studies are over. There are so many ways and paths that I can choose. I just need time fto igure what's best for me and 9my family later on. It's time to think about it and I think it's no harm to be prepared for what's coming :)
My mind was very concentrated on one thought and that is the unfinished projects. Not because I was lazy to do them, but I was really clueless and afraid of doing something wrong. I was really pressured, It feels like giving up :(
Don't know suddenly being alone all the time became a slight problem for me. It's kinda sad though I always need to do things all by myself. It's like everything that I want to have depends on my efforts and struggles. I tend to get stressed easily recently. :(
That day, I was a little relieved from those assignments which was almost finished. I can finally took a temporary break but it wouldn't be long till other assignments come again. :|
There's been some ideas in my head but somehow I'm just don't know how interpret them well in my works. I guess I still have a lot to learn expressing ideas before I reveal or kill the interesting part of it.
Felt all drained out of energy for a while due to the continuous assignments. It was very odd actually, I have never been this tired and beat. Having not enough sleep was really not good. I think I need a full-month break. :|
I've been daydreamin' a lot these days, I've got nothing to say about it I don't know what I was thinking of, probably just slight emotion through my mind.
I wish I could just skip my busy days and start a vacation with friends or family soon. I felt like collapsing doing the non stop homework. I miss my family and my friends , I wish I could go back to my hometown for just 1 week. .*sigh*
Still expecting the holiday to come soon and hopefully I could get great grades for my first college studies. I did the very best out of me and I wish I can get the best grades I could get. :)
Yesterday I went to the art science museum at MBS with my classmates for the CCS class project, I find the museum very interesting and worth a visit. I thank my college for paying me to go there because it seemed rather expensive to have the access to go and observe the exhibition there. Thanks Lasalle! :D
Monday, September 5, 2011
Felt being left out and not prominent in any activities recently, going passive and a bit off. Don't know what's wrong with me, there's so many conflicts inside my head and I think I'm going to be like this for several days, Not Good :(
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Enjoy!
I've been really stressed and pressured by the assignments and all activities I had recently. I guess I've forgotten how fun and exciting it is to do all those things. Maybe it's because I hate doing so much work hurriedly. I wish I could survive through all this tough challenge, at least pass the foundation.
Friday, August 26, 2011
Overloading
It has been a "killing" week now. Lotsa lotsa assignments and projects and researches to do and I can't even do my projects at my place because of the space lacking and me not having a regular studying table and sitting chair. Can barely do some bigger projects. I can't wait to move later in October!
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Relax and Panic
The three previous weeks, I went to the beaches in Sentosa Resort World for two times and I also went to watch movies with my friends. I have no idea how I was so relaxed while my assignments keep on piling up everyday I enter the classes. Lately I've been getting not enough sleep. Feeling so unrelieved :(
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