Christmas is OnTheWay :)

Christmas is coming and everybody seemed to be very prepared for New Year. It's good to have the merrily decorated Christmas Trees and Decors around the city and if only there's snow, It would have been incredibly beautiful. It's very unpleasant that I kept witnessing rain instead of the snow every morning which gives me gloomy days everyday I wake up and then I was like, "Christmas should be happy and merry, not gloomy, lazy, and sad like the non-stop rain". Anyway, I just wish everything will be fine as we embark to the brand new period where we can start our brand new resolutions and new "selves". I'm looking forward to see new things and new people too :)

Shining

I always have this thought of myself being the very best among others is the most important thing I must do. Being better than anyone is what I've always wanted to do too, yet competition is always hard and difficult and "my best" is always not good enough. I guess I just don't like to feel what it feels like to be worse than the others especially in something that I'm really good at. I swear that someday, I am going to be a wanted and a very successful person in the future for my family and myself. Maybe it sounds a little selfish, but I guess since it's confession, being honest is a good and natural thing to do :)

Finally!

After months of miserable and stressful days with lots of assignments and deadlines to catch on, finally I had reach the moment where I can halt and stop thinking about all that. I'm just glad that I finally have the time to do some leisure activities. There are so many things that I wanna start doing and also I can't wait to go back home. In spite all that, I think new year is coming, eh? Gonna take lots of happy and joyful with season greetings pictures for the upcoming week :)

Life Respect

Yesterday I took several shots of the sky which I think is weird that yesterday' sky was so "happy" from 12 to 5 but suddenly when it's after the noon, the sky suddenly went sad and gloomy . This is one of the best shots that I took and suddenly I started to think how wonderful it is to be alive and have a very good and functionable eyes to be able to see such beautiful things such as this. My determination of being a professional photographer as my prospect in the future gets stronger and stronger everytime I take pictures. That's a good thing :)

Overwhelmed

This week has been a very rough week for me. I got sick, stressed, weak and vulnerable both physically and emotionally. It just feels like I need to fight for my sake and do my work alone so I was kind of silent this week. Just two more weeks to go before my first assessment. Wish my hardwork will pay off big time!

Reaching for the Posibilities

Recently, Ive been doing some activities which I never thought I would do in my college and I find it hard to believe that now I have more abilities than just draw. I felt learning so much and I realized that there won't be any excuses or limits for inspiration. Everything is a percentage of possibilities, that's why moments of every moment are important. I hope I am going to change my personality to a better one, moreover towards art.

Late Updates

Before showing the photos, I would like to say that I've been EXTREMELY busy these days. Assignments never stop piling up, and I can hardly manage my time to do them.  Well, my blog was not updated for a very long time certainly because of it and now I'm going to post all all the pictures that I haven't posted since the last photo and little stories about the captions. Sorry for posting it late though :|

 

  

It was really tiring when I walk back and forth at my first month entering the college especially when I have to carry those heavy art materials and media to my place which is quite far away. But I guess I'll just have to get used to it. :\

 Recently I felt very new and not familiar to my surroundings and I realized that I still had a very long way to go to achieve the reward of being a responsible young adult, and I'm still raw in living independently recalling that I'm a very clumsy and forgetful person (back when I was in high school). HopefullyI'll change those bad habits here. 

 

After attending class for almost more than a month now, I began to think that my future is my decision and that's when I decided to plan what I'm gonna do later after the studies are over. There are so many ways and paths that I can choose. I just need time fto igure what's best for me and 9my family later on. It's time to think about it and I think it's no harm to be prepared for what's coming :)

My mind was very concentrated on one thought and that is the unfinished projects. Not because I was lazy to do them, but I was really clueless and afraid of doing something wrong. I was really pressured, It feels like giving up :(

 

 Don't know suddenly being alone all the time became a slight problem for me. It's kinda sad though I always need to do things all by myself. It's like everything that I want to have depends on my efforts and struggles. I tend to get stressed easily recently. :(

 

That day, I was a little relieved from those assignments which was almost finished. I can finally took a temporary break but it wouldn't be long till other assignments come again. :|

There's been some ideas in my head but somehow I'm just don't know how interpret them well in my works. I guess I still have a lot to learn expressing ideas before I reveal  or kill the interesting part of it.

 

Felt all drained out of energy for a while due to the continuous assignments. It was very odd actually, I have never been this tired and beat. Having not enough sleep was really not good. I think I need a full-month break. :|

I've been daydreamin' a lot these days, I've got nothing to say about it I don't know what I was thinking of, probably just slight emotion through my mind.

I wish I could just skip my busy days and start a vacation with friends or family soon. I felt like collapsing doing the non stop homework. I miss my family and my friends , I wish I could go back to my hometown for just 1 week. .*sigh*

Still expecting the holiday to come soon and hopefully I could get great grades for my first college studies. I did  the very best out of me and I wish I can get the best grades I could get. :)

Yesterday I went to the art science museum at MBS with my classmates for the CCS class project, I find the museum very interesting and worth a visit. I thank my college for paying me to go there because it seemed rather expensive to have the access to go and observe the exhibition there. Thanks Lasalle! :D